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Missing Chronicles

Sun May 10, 2009, 12:55 PM

Mood: Unheard
Listening to: Glassjaw - pretty lush

_{Today goes out speechless, another thousand of unspoken words. I tried, with my best and worst, tried to live it all up and leave it up to you. I asked for nothing and you pgave it to me, plenty. Now I can't sleep over the thought of you. Whited my eyes, covered me in black. It's almost the right timing. Sometimes I thank reality for slapping me across the face over and over, again and again and I gain nothing, because this is what I've asked for. The only craving is for you.
I can barely remember what I'd been up to that day, but sure not to forget how it all began. I sat there at the darkest corner of the room and stared back at your back. Maybe it was all the smoke that got into my eyes, maybe I was already high and wasted, maybe it's because of my bad eye-sight, but I swear to God you looked right back at me with your eyes glowing, and God knows what you'd been smoking. Yellow finger nails and short tempered. Some things were meant to be, and where does this all put us.
You never said hello to my face, looking all self assured with ego bursting out of your ears. Making a pool on the floor next to the girl you were sitting with. And before I knew it, you took the first step coming up to me. Your mouth opened like you were about to say something but your head turned away leaving me smiling at you, to you. I never even noticed you had smiled back.
Now it's all so blurry in my head and I've got the feeling I'm not gonna see you ever again. I threw up today over you, twice. But your photo stayed focused and calm. And though I know I'm gonna be hunting you for just a while, I hope you'll always remember what my hand felt like on the day you pinned my heart.}

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